Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Konnichiwa minasan!!(Hello Everyone!!) Ohisashiburidesu!! (Long Time no See!!)

Yes, i've been missing in action for about.. em.. how many days i cnt remember..
i jus remember that i'm sick on the 20th of August, right after my birthday.. =l
yes yes alot of things to blog of coz, and i'm going to start on 19th August, my birthday! \(^^)/

19 August

I have take note of the people who wished me Happy birthday on 19 August, yea yea!!
and because of this, i did not clear my hp inbox for weeks until i FINALLY took out my notebook
to take down the names and the sequence.. names are by sequence and i onli take note of the ppl who send me sms, ppl who use msn or wat, if i sort of forgot your name, please forgive me??
i've sort them to name,time, date:

1) Siew Fong 1159pm 18/8
2) Hui Ling(NYP) 1200am 19/8
3) Zhong Hua 1200am 19/8
4) Anne 1215am 19/8
5) Jasmine(MCO) 1239am 19/8
6) Lydia(NYP) 1241am 19/8
7) Zi Kai 1255am 19/8
8) Debbie 823am 19/8
9) MinShi 1011am 19/8
10) Jasmine(NYP) 417pm 19/8
11) Mint 619pm 19/8
12) Valerie 758pm 19/8
13) Agnes 759pm 19/8
14) Lifen 930pm 19/8
15) MeiQin(NYP) 947pm 19/8
16) Joanna(NYP) 811am 20/8

top 16 list!!! to the others like meiting or whoever i did not mention above please forgive me~
i did not do that on purpose u noe.. (>^^<)q
anyway, thanks all the people who wished me happy birthday, i really appreciate and graditude
gladly recieve and kept in my heart!! =D
and i love you all!!! (^-^)v

ALSO i have to thanks my Strings ppl(and of coz ting leong) for celebrating my bdae and give me a birthday surprise at fuchun CC on this day~
hahaa althgt i alread anticipated when PeiQi came smsing me ask me whether i'm avaliable on my bdae to practice (isit this like very obvious liao?)
anyway i'm very happy and touch that my String juniors gave me this bdae surprise and of coz the cake was delicious!! =b

thanks Zhi Kai for the cake and companying me while the others preparing the surprise~
thanks Ting Leong for contacting the rest while Zhi kai trying to distract me~
thanks PeiQi for calling me and informing me about the "practice" in fuchun CC..
thanks Apple for the present and being the "spoiler" of the whole surprise~ (but really i'm glad)
thanks Soo Cheng for holding the cake and working hard for my surprise!!

thanks all of you~ hahaa!! i have great fun and thanks god oso for giving such a fine day tt day,
total clear blue sky and cooling wind~ =D

20th August

This is when everything started.. my stomach started grumbling but i have absolute no feeling to use the toilet..
struggling on the bed, legs folding over and over again, no matter how i position myself,
the head jus keep telling me something is wrong and slowly, i started to notice my fever emerging..
its as thgt as the world is upside down, and my head spining round and round..
and oh my gosh exam is jus round the corner, like 3 days more??
it was devastating and tiring, calling my dad the 2nd day and follow every instruction he told me,
fever is still there..
took 2 pills of panadol and finally the fever rested enough for me to fall alsleep without fail..
but the next day, i was once again awoke by the pain in the head..
until finally i went to the doctor and another page of the story embarked..

because exams are still around the corner, i can't afford to lose any days to rest..
at most one or two hours on bed each day but no more..
my fever is still there even after i went to see the doctor, he had my blood test and confirm i had dengue, an illness spread by mosqitoes..
i have alread suspected much, and prepare myself for the worst..
calling my mum next and she is very worried, hurts me when she is calling me and crying.. =C

that is one of my saddest moments of my life..

25th August

call my dad again and told him wat the doctors told me, it was alread the 5th day and lucky all my papers were done~
the doctor told me that i need to be hospitalise and dad told me there isn't a need to (i was thinking he might be worrying about the money issue)
but because i thgt dengue isn't something funny to start with and mum told me if there is a need go to the hospital, i talk dad to it but he ends up asking me to go to polyclinic which he thgt was another "hospital" and ask me to go to double check whether i really got dengue..

i was like.. em.. ok..

and so i went to polyclinic, did the blood test and in the end they suggest me to go hospital..

duh..

call dad again and told him everything, and as usual nth really comes out from him (his super sensitive to the money part)
suddenly mum called me and in a very vast tone, said my big uncle will be coming to fetch me
to the hospital and told me do not worry about the money part..

tears started drowling out of my eyes but i manage to control them..

my big auntie called me afterward and ask for my health, lucky at that time, my fever was gone..
all left was red spots or rashes all over my body..

somehow, i was glad that there are still people like my mum, big uncle and big auntie..
really happy.. REALLY happy..

and so later my uncle came and fetch me to the hospitals, settles all my paper works at the hospitals and worrys when he saw the nurse took me into the emergency ward..
that is another weird feel i had the first time in my life, being carrying into the emergency ward.
suddenly at that moment, i thgt it was like in drama, where i was carried away by the nurse and helplessly looking back at my relatives..

in the emergency ward, the nurse lie me down a bed, the atmosphere was weird.
there is patients coughing, and an uncle talking not so loud, but loud enough to run through the whole ward..
i was like left alone, with a big needle stuck into the veins on my left fore palm. Painful.

at that part of time, i thgt one minute was one hour, one second was one minute, that moment is hard to pass by..
and then my cousin, wei wei, came into the ward to see me, told me her mum was worried.
i'm glad and feel all happy inside my heart.
she came to talk with me for awhile, handed me some chewy gums and the next thing i know it,
it is time for me to go to my own ward..

I NEED TO STAY IN THE HOSPITAL

and gosh the BORING hospital life starts, althgt the room seems to be high class..
i have a room of my own!!
but it does not cover the facts that i'm being isolated and not alot to move freely in the ward..
(- -)lll

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haiz.. i guess the rest i no need to say le. yes i need to wake up 6.30am to have my blood test everyday. yes the food sucks. yes the air con is free. yes there is a tv in the room.. (- -)lll
oya!! thanks zhong hua and caiyun who came to see me on my 2nd day, my brother dan dan, hui wen and boon kiat who came on the 3rd day~

and yes i mislead the time and day at that moment..

thanks big uncle, thanks big auntie, thanks wei wei, thanks dan dan(my brother), thanks hui wen, thanks boon kiat, thanks zhong hua, thanks caiyun, thanks my family thanks i love you all!!

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3 september

and now i'm recovering and thanks all my frenz my family my mum i love u all!!! muack muack muack!!!
and i think i wan to stop here.. type so long, i'm tired and definitely the readers will get tired when they see this long post.. (+ - +)

i wan to slp le.. nitex all buaiz~~












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